ALLTHEWAYDOWN.

why arent you breast feeding?

Fri, 07 Dec 2012 23:22:59 -0500

Already answered this. Just didn’t want to.

when are you going back to work? whos going to watch the little one?

Fri, 07 Dec 2012 23:22:31 -0500

Wednesday. My mom and Dylan/Dylan’s mom.

where do you buy your jeans?

Fri, 07 Dec 2012 23:21:35 -0500

I like my jeans from buckle but if I see a cute pair of jeans at target, ill buy them.

r u getting him circumcised?

Fri, 07 Dec 2012 23:21:00 -0500

Yes I did. I think it’s un-hygienic to not circumcise. But everyone believes different things.

have you names him yet? what names are you thinking?

Fri, 07 Dec 2012 23:20:21 -0500

Named him Jaxyn.

how many piercings and tattoos do you have?

Fri, 07 Dec 2012 23:20:04 -0500

I have my ears three times, my belly button, my hips and getting my chest soon. I have one ugly fucking tattoo that I’m not proud of.

has dylan bought anything for the baby? do you think hes gonna help out when the baby comes? i see that nigga like every weekend getting fucked up... like dont you have a pregnant bitch to be worried about? lol

Fri, 07 Dec 2012 23:18:58 -0500

He actually bought his car seat and stroller. Dylan is getting better.

why arent you gonna breast feed? its the best thing for your baby. especially since hes super tiny

Fri, 07 Dec 2012 23:18:18 -0500

I have my personal reasons.

Why do they wanna induce you?

Fri, 07 Dec 2012 23:17:56 -0500

They kept getting different measurements for him so they decided to just get him out.

I really wish you'd stop fucking with Dylan. It pisses me off so bad to see how badly he treats you. He's the father of your child, I understand that. But damn, you really can't believe you deserve that, can you? You deserve so much more and I can't wait for the day you realize that. Like seriously... Just saying.

Sun, 28 Oct 2012 02:17:15 -0400

…. You’d never understand if I even tried explaining it.

what are you gonna be for Halloween?

Sun, 28 Oct 2012 02:16:21 -0400

Nothing. I have no plans so there’s not a point in dressing up to sit home. Actually I’m working on Halloween anyways.

you use to take so many pictures... now you take like one once a month:( miss seeing yo pretty face

Sun, 28 Oct 2012 02:15:35 -0400

Yeah

do you drive? have a car?

Sun, 28 Oct 2012 02:15:24 -0400

I have my license but don’t have a car at the moment.

are you having a regular hospital birth? are you gonna do it natural?

Sun, 28 Oct 2012 02:14:49 -0400

Hospital birth with all the drugs they will give me :)

how much weight have you gained so far?

Sun, 28 Oct 2012 02:14:24 -0400

Around 20 pounds. But more than 10 of that is baby.

are you gonna graduate?

Wed, 10 Oct 2012 20:21:02 -0400

I’m working on getting my GED.

what color are your eyes and how tall are you?

Wed, 10 Oct 2012 20:20:29 -0400

They’re blue on the outer edges green on the inside and gold around my pupil.
And I think I’m like 5’2 1/2

are you single?

Wed, 10 Oct 2012 20:19:17 -0400

Technically, yes. But I’m not looking for anything.

wow. I deff didnt expect that from you... i'm surprised. good luck to you tho. thanks for answering

Tue, 02 Oct 2012 01:20:46 -0400

I’m not a horrible crazy person that people make me sound like… Haha you’re welcome.

if you could go back in time and stop yourself from having sex that night, would you?

Tue, 02 Oct 2012 01:02:22 -0400

That’s a hard question. Sometimes when I get sad and start feeling shit about myself I just wish and wish for a time machine. I feel like my son deserves better than me and he deserves a stay at home mom who’s always going to be there. Someone who’s older and more mentally prepared to take care of him. I never wanted to have kids because I know I could never marry someone and stick with that person and that’s never what I wanted for my kid. I want him to have a mom and a dad that are married so he doesn’t have to go grow up the way I did. I also want him to have brothers and sisters bit thats not something i can give him right now or for a really long time…. BUT with all that being said I love him so much more than anyone else could ever love him and when it comes down to it I CAN take care of him and I WILL. It might not be the ideal life I had in mind for him but everything happens for a reason and there’s a reason I got pregnant and a reason why this is happening to me and not someone else. So no I wouldn’t take it back if I could. I don’t regret keeping him either.